Because I love you
I will love you if you loved me.
That is me, typically. But not all the time. We need to 'click' in order to achieve that. I guess it's the basic spark thingy. If you feel a thunderous spark with me, and magically I find you agreeable, yes. That's it. We'll magically gravitate to each other.
If you feel the spark while I don't, and you start to force your existence into my life, no. I will erase myself from you because being me, I need to be comfortably sufficient by my own company but at the same time, wish to have you as someone that brings more joy and complements my life. You must have your own life and not 24/7 swooning over one person as though kita macam belangkas.
If I feel the spark and you don't, I know it will just ends up me watching you from afar. I won't have that much courage to force my existence into your life because being typically me, I will be super awkward+unnecessarily nervous when you're around that either you will think I hate you, or you wouldn't even noticed my presence.
I am very grateful to have girlfriends that will always be with me, that actually loves me, that proves me that my existence matters in their life. You guys means a lot to me. You guys are God-sent to bring more happiness in my life. You guys restore my confidence to have good friends again. I used to feel embarassed and hollowed when I get mixed signal from a friend, crush, etc. But you guys proved me that the people that walks away from my life are not meant to be, what matters most is the present, when I can be sure to have someone answer if I call, to have someone to talk to when I am about to fall apart. I might not always been sharing my deepest concern or feelings because being human, I still choose what I should and should not tell. But whatever it is, if I start to share my life experience or anything personal, I am comfortable with you, and you have nothing to be afraid of me. Just share anything that you think could be trusted on me. I won't betray you, because I love you.
That is me, typically. But not all the time. We need to 'click' in order to achieve that. I guess it's the basic spark thingy. If you feel a thunderous spark with me, and magically I find you agreeable, yes. That's it. We'll magically gravitate to each other.
If you feel the spark while I don't, and you start to force your existence into my life, no. I will erase myself from you because being me, I need to be comfortably sufficient by my own company but at the same time, wish to have you as someone that brings more joy and complements my life. You must have your own life and not 24/7 swooning over one person as though kita macam belangkas.
If I feel the spark and you don't, I know it will just ends up me watching you from afar. I won't have that much courage to force my existence into your life because being typically me, I will be super awkward+unnecessarily nervous when you're around that either you will think I hate you, or you wouldn't even noticed my presence.
I am very grateful to have girlfriends that will always be with me, that actually loves me, that proves me that my existence matters in their life. You guys means a lot to me. You guys are God-sent to bring more happiness in my life. You guys restore my confidence to have good friends again. I used to feel embarassed and hollowed when I get mixed signal from a friend, crush, etc. But you guys proved me that the people that walks away from my life are not meant to be, what matters most is the present, when I can be sure to have someone answer if I call, to have someone to talk to when I am about to fall apart. I might not always been sharing my deepest concern or feelings because being human, I still choose what I should and should not tell. But whatever it is, if I start to share my life experience or anything personal, I am comfortable with you, and you have nothing to be afraid of me. Just share anything that you think could be trusted on me. I won't betray you, because I love you.
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