Love life? What's that?
Wow. Am I dreaming? Why does it seem too good to be true? Is this finally my call? Is this finally my time? Is this a reward for me to be patient enough not to jump into any potential that I get to be with the one I admired? God...Is this a dream? If my heart is going to break again I'd rather not go deep into it. If he's going to be a filthy jerk that will make me cry, I'd rather everything stops now. I truly, honestly, completely don't know what to expect, and what to think. To finally get the attention of someone I admired is something that is out of this world. Mind-blowing. Never happened before that I felt so confident and secure. Maybe at one time, 6 years ago I thought it was going to be the time I find Mr Right. There is a huge difference between then and now. Back in 2011, it was love. It was wanting him to love and be loved by him. It was full of poisonous daily interactions (even just in Twitter but it really meant a lot). It was ecstacy, when he ded...